Hey. I haven't finished the first part of my story yet, so I'm gonna take a bit longer before I post it. Today's my catch up day, so I'm gonna get back to work now.

Yup. I've been thinking about it aaaand instead of posting every day, I'm just gonna do an every week post thingy. Sound good? No? Well I'm doing it anyway. Have a lovely day. :D

Honestly, I think it's a load of bull crap. If given the opportunity to participate in one, I guess I would. I wouldn't know who to summon though. As for messages from the dead... maybe? I just can't bring myself to care enough to take interest. Why am I even answering this thing?

Haha. Cause I'm bored. Happy Halloween gais.
One day till Nanowrimo.

It starts so soon. I'm going to be posting my story progress here.

If you're participating as well, let me know so we can be Nanowrimo buddies. Here's the link to my page. See you on November 1st. 

M'not in too hot of a mood. No particular reason. You know those days.
Here are some things that you probably need to be updated on with my life... if ya care. Probly not. I don't much either at the moment. I now live with my Gram because she lives near the college I'm attending. I have a new kitty named Guapo. He is an evil little sadist but still pretty cute. And ummm... not much else. Erm... I uh washed my car today. :D It's name is Betty.

My gram cracks me up because she'll be across the house and then expect me to hear her from way over there when she starts talking about some unimportant blah blah blah. She's always complaining about people who talk to much too.  ...It would be funnier if I wasn't living with her I think.

M'so bored right now. Fuck. I'm gonna go write shit... not here. In story form. Bye bye. I'll be more positive next post.

I just killed facebook's posting of my lj drabbles because I like their seperatenessness from each other. A lot. Did I mention my father has a facebook now? Ehehehe. Anywayz... I have listened to the same song all day(by which I mean the 29th) over and over again. I'm not sure how I feel about the rest of the album but Exterminate, Regenerate by Chameleon Circuit wins. My brain goes YEEEESS! And then it goes YUS. And then it flashes back to J.D. from Scrubs saying "Banana hammock!" My cold is almost dead. So much sniffling. Plus today I totally read a story that made me sob so... made it worse. It was very worth it though. Good good amazing super wonderful story. Also depressing as hell. Nazis will do that though. Haha Nazis. That's probably not very funny but... I'll just stop.

Normal life stuff updates: Graduated high school, got a car, unemployedlicious, signed up for classes at community college, oh and I have an iPod now It's orange and its name is OJ and no not because of the murderer blah my brother named it Think orange juice

and my unrealistic dream is to become a comic artist even though I suck at drawing. Woot! But yeah, I guess my main life goal is to become a creator of stories... even if that doesn't involve drawing... which I'm still gonna do anyway. I'm rewriting Fred, and Jim's story(that I didn't finish). They're (by which I mean Fred) cooperating much better this time. I think I'm just gonna start writing chapters of them being retarded- running around zoos and such- expanding on who they are - bastards mainly but blahblahblah. They're basically for the purpose of me writing whatever the hell I want to because I want to because I'm so sick of trying to make other people happy with my stories. I'm actually really pissed I read it to my mom before I finished the first part. She brought up shit that's making me expand even though I really want to keep my characters blahblah a certain wayflawed. Blahit'sstupid. But I can't ignore it. Never read a story with a mom in it to a mom because then apparently that mom gets all butt hurt if that other mom isn't the perfect example of a mom(becauseofcourse your mom worked so hard to be a good mom and therefore the moms you create even within fiction should represent the good parenting skills she exhibited)... which I'm not going to make her. But maybe the change will be for the better. I just hate altering my ideas for others. God, I probably sound like some stubborn child. Maybe Fred and I have some things in common. But not. Really very not at all.


...Just got the hiccups. So lovely.

 

Molly forced me. It was horrible.

Shuffled Song Meme

Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question. Use the song title as the answer to the question. Post on your blog.

Will I get far in life?
Modest Mouse - Dramamine

How do my friends see me?
The Donnas - Dancing with Myself

Where will I get married?
Orange Range - Asterisk

What is my best friend's theme song?
Boney M - Rasputin

What is the story of my life?
Operator Please - Crash Tragic

What was high school like?
Rogue Wave - Lake Michigan

How can I get ahead in life?
Nouvelle Vague - Killing Moon

What is the best thing about me?
Aerosmith - Dude Looks Like a Lady

How is today going to be?
My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You

What is in store for this weekend?
t.A.T.u. - Malchik Gay

What song describes my parents?
Sia - Electric Bird

My grandparents?
Stereo Total - I Love You, Ono

How is my life going?
be your own PET - Bicycle

What song will they play at my funeral?
Coldplay - Green Eyes

How does the world see me?
RID - What Junior Band Did Next

Will I have a happy life?
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

What do my friends really think of me?
Oingo Boingo - Little Girls

Do people secretly lust after me?
Beat Crusaders - Tonight Tonight Tonight

How can I make myself happy?
The Bravery - Believe

What should I do with my life?
Talking Heads - Psycho Killer

Will I ever have children?
Franz Ferdinand - Michael

What is some good advice?
Nena - 99 Luftballoons

What is my signature dancing song?
Womanizer - Britney Spears

What do I think my current theme song is?
Incubus - Monuments and Melodies

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Modest Mouse - Paper Thin Walls

What type of men/women do you like?
Chairlift - Bruises

What did you think of this meme?
The Decemberists - Shankill Butchers

I'm happy today. :)

I mean, don't get me wrong; some things pissed me off and baby sandwiches were eaten but... today was just- nice. So nice. I never feel happy. I think part of it is that I decided that I don't care how unrealistic my dream is. One day, I'm going to become a graphic novelist- and not one of those poser American manga people. I'll have my own style. I'm gonna go to college, take art classes and all that other general ed crud, and get a semi-steady job(animation would be cool). And theeeeen... I'm gonna write comics and try to get them published in all of their retarded glory. Wewt! I is happay. Fuck being realistic. Life's too flipping short to not do what I like. Amirite? Amirite? I'm going to do my best, and become SUPER CRAZYEEEEE!!!!!1!!  I meant super awesome or something. X)

So yeah... I'm happy.

...and I made cookies today. They're yummy. Although I prefer cookie dough, but you know how parents are with the raw egg and all.

I've got this retard idea for a comic. It would just be a free webcomic... because my drawings puke at random moments asking why I created them, and how anyone could be so cruel but... I think a bit of practice through doing might be a good idea. Right now I'm just thinking out the plot and writing down the shit I know I'll forget. Oh yus, it's happening... slowly but surely. ;D I'll probably blab about it when I actually start releasing the pages. That might be awhile though. And I might not tell you where it is because it might make your eyes bleed... Cale's a crazy man. Although Alma's a close second. Do you like her name? I love old lady names. She's not an old lady, but she's got an old lady name. Her real name should be Adrian bully- because you guessed it! She bullies Adrian... because he's a wimp. Nono they're actually good friends- sort of. I raaaaamble. :D Anyway, it's for your own good that I not show you. But hey, I might end up being proud enough to link it. I doubt it, but... maybe.

If you wanna hear Alma's song just find it at my playlist. It's literally called the Alma Song. It really has nothing to do with her since she's pretty... sort of- OKAY YOU'RE PRETTY ALMA! STOP HITTING ME! and PWRFL POWER's not a great singer, but IlikeitandIwannanamemynextpetchickenalmabecauseIalwaysnamemychickensoldladynames. I'll leave you alone now.


I'm happy. :)

<3

A
- Available: Technically yes but no.

- Age: 18

- Annoyance: Vampires on Bleach. Srsly? That or Twilight.

- Allergic: Milk... sort of.

- Animal: Snail

- Actor: at the moment Val Kilmer because he makes a lovely Doc Holliday.

B
- Beer: Eeeew

- Birthday/Birthplace: Feb 10/ Fresno

- Best Friends: Jessie, Melanie, Margaret, April, Molly1

- Body Part on opposite sex: Ummm... the left eye? I dunno.

- Best feeling in the world: Being able to trust someone completely

- Blind or Deaf: Blind

- Best weather: Warm and rainy

- Been in Love: Something like that >_<

- Been bitched out?: Yup

- Been on stage?: Yup

- Believe in yourself?: For the most part

- Believe in life on other planets: There's no proof for or against it... to be honest I don't give a crap.

- Believe in miracles: Sure?

- Believe in Magic: Not really

- Believe in God: Yes... in a way.

- Believe in Satan: No idea

- Believe in Santa: of course! >.>  <.<

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Never seen one- don't care.

- Believe in Evolution: Heck yes!

C
- Car: No... but I want a really old, ugl, orange one

- Candy: Smarties

- Color: Orange

- Cried in school: Recently

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Mello... O.O   I mean Chocolate!

- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese

- Cake or pie: Cake if it's chocolate- otherwise pie

- Countries to visit: Everywhere

D
- Day or Night: Evening or early morning

- Dream vehicle: Challenger

- Danced: yup

- Dance in the rain?: yup

- Dance in the middle of the street?: yup

- Do the splits?: nu uh

E
- Eggs: Only cooked into things. I can't stand them by themselves.

- Eyes: hazel

- Everyone has: DNA Bwahahahahaha

- Ever failed a class?: yes

F
- First crush: It was either Clint or Zack

- Full name: Molly Elizabeth Callaway

- First thoughts waking up: It's too early to wake up. I'm going back to sleep.

- Food: Stuff with Pumpkin in it. <3

G
- Greatest Fear: Not existing

- Giver or taker: Both

- Goals: Improving myself

- Gum: Spearmint or sour apple

- Get along with your parents?: Sort of

- Good luck charms: lolWhaleprintundies and my ring

H
- Hair Color: Blond although it's attempting to switch over to brown

- Height: 5'10"ish

- Happy: Basically

- Holidays: The basic ones? O.o

- How do you want to die: Quick

- Health freak?: No.. that would be my mother

- Hate: lots of things

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye color: If it's pretty I like it... although I am partial to green

- Hair Color: Same if it's pretty thing- although red is... yay! <3

- Height: I don't care if they don't care

- Clothing Style: Whatever looks good. Scene is pretty though.

- Characteristics: Sense of humor, decent, trustworthy, not a crazy psychopath, etc.

- Ice Cream: Cookie dough, chocolate, or orange or raspberry sherbet

- Instrument: If they know how to play anything I'm pretty impressed... except for maybe the triangle.

J
- Jewelry: Molly1's banana earrings

- Job: none

K
- Kids: adorable! and a pain but cute.

- Kickboxing or karate: karate

- Keep a journal?: Yup. Don't read it. The disjointed thoughts and random skipping of subjects will make your eyes bleed.

L
- Longest Car Ride: I dunno.

- Love: is need you All

- Letter: Q

- Laughed so hard you cried: Jiggy jiggy cows go moo!

- Love at first sight: Noooooooooooope.

M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate. You noticing a pattern yet

- Movie: Anything Monty Python, Johnny Depp, or Cary Elwes

- Mooned anyone?: No

- Marriage: *runs away*

- Motion sickness?: not often

- McD's or BK: the clown

N
- Number of Siblings: 1

- Number of Piercings: 2

- Number: 3

O
- Overused Phrases: meh

- One wish: I wish Light Yagami was real so I could beat him over the head with a large Halibut

- One phobia: windows

P
- Place you'd like to live: In a big shoe

- Pepsi/Coke: Dr. Pepper

Q
- Quail: Button

- Questionnaires: ease boredom

R
- Reason to cry: A bunch of characters I love from books aren't real. That's pretty depressing I guess.

- Reality T.V.: It's called life. Live it instead of watching a bunch of desperate wannabe somethings who are all just gonna end up in porn.

- Radio Station: Alice

- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Nuuu. It might turn into a Spiral. Don't read Uzumaki. It warps brains.

S
- Song: I love you, Ono

- Shoe size: 8

- Sushi: icky

- Skipped school: yup

- Slept outside: yup

- Seen a dead body?: on tv?

- Smoked?: nah

- Skinny dipped?: In my bath tub. n.n

- Shower daily?: indeed

- Sing well?: ;)

- In the shower?: Of course

- Swear?: a bit

- Stuffed Animals?: too many

- Single/Group dates: lolness

- Strawberries/Blueberries: strawberries

- Scientists need to invent: something where you could travel to other dimensions O_O

T
- Time for bed: 11ish

- Thunderstorms: freak me out a little

- Touch your tongue to your nose?: no

U
- Unpredictable: I can haz donut?

- Under the influence?: Paul! Do not consume that much sugar ever again. No dancing while driving. That's called crashing.

- Understanding?: I get you. ;D ... but not rly

V
- Vegetable you hate: mushroom

- Vegetable you love: celery

- Vacation spot: wherever sounds fun

W
- Weakness: Pale skin- more prone to skin cancer. Yus.

- When you grow up: I wanna be a jelly bean!

- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: You tell me.

- Who makes you laugh the most: Molly1

- Worst feeling: guilt

- Wanted to be a model?: I like food too much.

- Where do we go when we die: to spend eternity with the Flying Spaghetti Monster

- Worst weather: A really hot day during the summer

- Walk with a book on your head?: Not often

X
- X-Rays: poor doggies. The Whitest kids you know are sick. U_U

Y
-Year it is now: 2009

-Yellow: mix with red

Z
- Zoo animal: your mum

- Zodiac sign: Aquarius

LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: Melanie or Margaret
2. Last person to see you cry?: Anyone at Challenge day
3. Went to the movies with you?: Karen and my mom
4. You went to the mall with?: Jessie
5. You went to dinner with?: which one?
6. You talked to on the phone?: Melanie
7. Made you laugh?: Emilie

...I am right now. Apparently my English has declined because I'm a lazy bastard who needs to read more. Well actually what killed me was the writing section. So anyways... I have to take a lower English class before I can get into the normal one for college. I am so- just crushed by this. I was always good at English. In elementary I was the little stick skinny nerd in the class who always had a book under her desk. I took honors english my first two years of high school. I feel really stupid right now. Guh! *headdesks for eternity* 

Sorry for my lame emoness. DX

1.Put your ipod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!


1. If someone says "is this ok?" you say
Time is running out

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
I go to sleep

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Jenny

4. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
You know what they do to guys like us in prison

5. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Geek in the Pink

6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Truly, Madly, Deeply

7. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Happiness is a warm gun

8. WHAT IS 2+2?
Talking shit about a pretty sunset

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I still remember

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I want to hold your hand

11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Light's Theme

12. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
One and Lonely

13. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Get what you want

14. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Because I wanna

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The View

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Psycho Killer

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Boys

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Fire it up

19. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Easier to lie

20. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Hillmont Avenue

21. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Come on get higher

22. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
This must be the place

23. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Terminal Disease

24. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Nothing can be explained

25. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Stuck to you

26. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Damn damn leash

27. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Hang em' high

28. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Destroy everything you touch

29. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Try to change

30. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Puppet on a string

Pretty much that's it. I say meh far too often. It's like my twisted form of 'um'. Speaking of those who use 'um' far too often, Bush. I feel bad for the poor bastard. He's made mistakes, but really what do you expect. He's only human, and we tend to do stupid shit. It's our nature. I watched his last press conference last night, and I was thoroughly disgusted by a few of the individuals asking the questions. He's treated them respectfully, and yet they can't seem to return that courtesy. Even if they don't agree with him, he is our president. I don't particularly agree with Obama's views, but I will respect him and his decisions. And now for something completely different-

I love having a TA period. The school computers have photoshop and the mice aren't that hard to draw with. So I get to draw when she doesn't have anything for us to do... which is usually the case since there are currently four kids assisting her with that period.

Mother Mother wins at life, and music. They sound so pwiiitttty! Although I still love Modest Mouse with the passion of a thousand firey suns. I've just listened to their music so much lately. I always do that- become obsessed with one band or song and listen to it repeatedly for a month straight or more. It can't be helped. So yeah. Mother Mother is my current obsession.

I am freaking out about Octuris(school poetry and art book published once a year). I've been a lazy ass lately so I don't have much to submit yet- and I've got 2 weeks to get whatever I decide in. Ack! So I dunno. Hopefully I get something in. I think I'd regret it if I didn't do something. Now off to do a ridiculously easy ROP Veterinary project. XD

So uh... I have no photoshop now. I feel so lost. Good god, how do people draw on mspaint. It doesn't even have opacity! Tegaki E has opacity! Whyyyyy. Okay. Done... sorry.

On a lighter note, I'm back on Ponyisland. It is full of lame pony goodness. Yusyus.
<3

Actually it's my grandma's black cat named Boo, but yeah. I'm pretty sure he's plotting to kill and eat me.



Bwahahahaha! I used to have an obsession with dogs as a small child.


I'm reading quite a disturbing book right now. It's by Chuck Palahniuk and... uh yeah. Disturbing's the word, and I'm not quite sure that really describes it properly. One thing I really do love is that there are no mary sues- definitely not. They're all extremely screwed up individuals only interested in their own personal gain. Comrade Snarky kicks arse though.
I can't seem to finish this fic that was originally for Mello's birthday. I burnt out around half way through, and now I can't get myself to finish it. I like it... I'm just sick of it. It'll get finished eventually I suppose. I just feel bad for not finishing it on time. X(
Life is pretty okay right now. I passed my math class barely and I mean barely. But hey, I passed so WOOT! I am so glad finals are over. And now I get to just sit around for 2 weeks. Sounds good to me.

I'm gonna go play Final Fantasy... some number now. Byebye. :)

Have a Merry Christmas or any other Winter Holiday.
<3

Myspace sucks. I'm killing my account right now. They sure don't make it easy.


Coolz. Just received the cancellation e-mail, and it should die within 48 hours.



yay. :)

Got in a truffle fight. I swear. There were delicious chocolate truffles, and suddenly the Meles and I had melted truffle. on us... Even though I specifically screamed "not the face!" But yeah, it was pretty retarded as well as fun. XD School is boring, and finals are coming up. I'm worried about math- and possibly english. The bad thing is I like english, buuut I'm lazy so go figure. Not much else to say right now. I'm currently in school. Life is boring... and all that jazz. I'll write more later maybe but probably not but definitely  but most likely never.

Oh, and happy 'call in gay' day.

My mom won't escort my friends and I around if we hold hands because she's afraid of us looking like lesbians. What a whore. XD

So anywayz,  I gave up on NaNoWriMo. I was a lazy arse and only got around 2000 words done. How sad. Srsly. WTF me.

I want to draw really well. I'm sick of being okay at everything but not kick arse at one thing in particular. So yeah. I like drawing, and I'm gonna make more of an effort. I've decided to draw way too much when I should probably be doing other crud and just make it my obsession. I miss having an obsession... like breeds of dogs... or snails(Kay- I may still be a bit obsessed over snails), or just any type of animal or buttons or puppies or eyes or socks or hair or smexy emo guys(...ehehe... okay still obsessed) and so on and so forth. Life just isn't as much fun when you have no topic that people avoid mentioning in case you start ranting or whatev.

OCD, here I come! Woooooooooo! <3